Post by DAMION RACHER on Aug 4, 2011 20:58:17 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=background,http://i.imgur.com/LoKpA.jpg][atrb=style, border-radius: 25px; border: 1px dashed #cbcbcb; padding: 10px; color: #a1a1a1;][style=background-image: url('http://i.imgur.com/qvttS.png'); border-radius: 15px; border: 1px dotted #cbcbcb; padding: 10px; width: 100px; float:left; margin-right: -3px;][/style][style=font-size: 30px; color: #d3d3d3; font-family: Arial; margin: 45px 0px 0px -4px;]►[/style][style=float: right; text-align: center; font-size: 28px; font-family: arial narrow; letter-spacing: -2px; color: #656565; margin: -35px 10px 0px 5px;]this is the point of no return[/style][style=float: right; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial; letter-spacing: -1px; color: #a5a5a5; margin: -10px 10px 0px 0px;]WE LOSE WITH HEARTBREAK OVERWHELMING[/style] [style=font-size: 10px; font-family: Arial; color: #656565; padding: 10px; text-align: justify; border-right: 4px solid #dcdcdc; text-transform: none;]Damion's mood was steadily going from bad to worse as the day progressed - and he was blaming Finn. Not only had he barely escaped being cornered by a variety of Gym Leaders after attacking Yellow again, but he was finding that he thought more and more of Finn's welfare in those situations. It annoyed him that Nate was leaving her, leaving her to look after herself with the rebels making their moves. So he'd made the offer for her to join him, and what annoyed him? He hadn't been doing it to please Eli, or to gain a rebel for the forces, he'd done it purely out of selfish motivations - which wasn't unusual for him. He'd wanted to keep her safe, and knew she would be relatively safe in the Rebels. Unlike Nate, he'd protect her. Damion wasn't sure when this annoying "morals" thing had started, but he was sick of it already. People were changing him, and he hated that. Eli made him care, Finn made him protective. That wasn't who he was. Damion was cold and distant, he liked pain and suffering, he hated being tied down. So who the hell was this "Dami" guy that Finn had created? Or even Eli, there were so many emotions running around his Damion's heart the last few days, he'd thought he was going to have a heart attack. He the heartless little bugger from Fortree, was worried about Eli's not being around, was worried about Finn and her reaction to Nate's leaving. Worried that the Rebels wouldn't let her go if she wanted to - and he was going to make sure they did thank you very much. Too many thoughts, and for the first time in Damion's life he was afraid of something. He was afraid that every day Eli was away, afraid something had happened to him. He was scared that he'd lost interest in him, that he was no longer cherished or wanted. "Damn it!" Whirling to slam his fist against the nearest tree, Damion ignored the pain that sliced through his knuckles, or the soft croon of concern that came from Scar as she lifted her head from it's place on his shoulder. He hated that this was making him so weak, that his heart squeezed painfully at the thought of being left behind. Damn it, he was over all of this. Why did love have to be so damn complicated. His entire life had changed with agreeing to date Eli, now he couldn't be with other people without feeling that small twinge of guilt in his mind. Yet it was how he worked, he flirted, he broke hearts and moved on. Eli stopped that, because while Damion got a small thrill from seeing him jealous, he also felt terrible for inciting that sort of emotion in someone he cared about. This was getting painful for his mind. What he really needed was to just forget for a minute, forget that for some reason he was starting to feel and just be an ass. Glancing up slightly, Damion reached up to straighten his glasses and frowned. There was a person coming up the path, when they got closer, he was going to grab them and just kiss them. Forget about love. Forget about anything else. When they were close enough, Damion's hand shot out aiming to grab material of shirt to whirl them around against the tree - acting with the pure hope that surprise would be enough to over balance them. Scar had immediately dropped into her 'dead' pose, one eye staring at the person as Damion paused. Warring with those damn morals. If he'd managed to grab them, he stepped closer, pressing his body close as he bent his head to kiss this stranger. Damn morals to hell. [/style][style=font-size: 10px; font-family: Arial; color: #656565; padding: 3px; text-align: right; border-right: 4px solid #dcdcdc; margin-bottom: 1px; text-transform: none; line-height: 10px;]TAGGED • Tea WORDS • here MUSIC • here NOTES • here coded by lovesolfege of ote![/style] |