Post by scandalous on Aug 8, 2011 16:09:03 GMT -5
LOLHEY GAIS! this is my introduction thread <3 yeah i know. how long have i been here and i'm just doing this now ? xDD aanyway, this is my introduction thread. because i felt the need too ~and i'm trying to stall time so i don't have to go check through avery's pokemon's moves >>anywayy ~ let the introduction begin! /cue awesome music.
• i am thirteen years old just recently. i was born on july thirty-ith. i'm in the seventh grade, or was but i am going to the eighth grade in september. i am a lion by the chinese calender and my star sign is a leo. • i am a huge fan of avril lavigne. she's been my idol since i was kid, and if you insult her i will come at chu with a knife B| • i'm an advent liar irl. which means i lie to almost anyone, actually. i lie to everyone in general. my teachers, friends, family. its not a good habit, but there are times when i can tell the truth. i do not, or hardly ever, lie on the internet because i have no reason too. • i have a social anxiety and its pretty big. i cannot go up to order a meal by myself without stuttering, or talking very, very quietly. and because of this anxiety i have a large fear of being judged and people judging me. no one actually knows this in my family, because i myself have only found out this recently • the character on here i can relate myself with the most. is probably a cross somewhere between keegan, rosetta and serentiy. actually, i'm really all three of them. at school around the guys, i'm short tempered, hot blooded and extremely violent. at home, i'm cold, sarcastic and rude toward my parents and most family. around my friends am a very childish, optmistic, and talkative person. • i am constantly reminded that my mom grew up without someone to help her with her homework and the fact my dad's family is top of the class and valid victorians. which means i should be getting super awesome grades. and so that comes down on me a lot, and i tend to have low self confidence in myself because of all this and how i'm not living up to what my parents what me too. because of this, i'm constantly comparing myself to others with greater skill then myself and constantly looking down on myself. • i have a large fear of ponies and horses. and anything that remotely looks like them. this was caused when i was, almost, attacked by a horse when i was younger. • irl i'm no where near actually as smart, nor as mature, as i act/say/seem. i am not going to say i was lying at any point because this could possibly be the low self confidence talking. • guilt with me is like a on and off switch i have no control over. some days its off and i feel no guilt no matter what, but other days i feel extremely guilty for something i do and when i feel guilty, it never fully goes away. • i cannot take criticism. i find that i get extremely nervous and scared before i read it, or even before i read a post in a thread i am in. • i've been in one relationship when i was in grade two, he was in grade five and went to a different school. he was my first kiss, but i don't count him as my first kiss. because he kinda made me kiss him so i could get out of the little space i was hiding in for hide and seek in the science center. • i tend to be very lazy about most things. especially when it comes to work. if given the proper motivation i will get something done quickly. • i tend to use larger words then kids my age should and talk differently then most of my friends. but online, you can't really tell because its the internet and all ~ • i like to drown myself in music that fits my feelings when i have a certain emotion that is extremely strong. • i'm a advent liar. i lie constantly, but only in real life. for the reason that i have no reason to lie to you guys because, as my step-dad says, i have no real emotional connection to you guys for the reason i'm more open with you guys because its unlikely that i'll ever meet you. • my graphics skills, are nothing compared to my step-dad who has been using photoshop and illustrator since like two came out. his dad, my grandfather, used to work at a company and he got a computer to take home with the adobes downloaded on him. so, my step-father has skills i can only wish i could have. • i am very violent and short tempered in real life, but mostly around the guy. if i got into a fight, the only way i'd fight back was if i got not punishment for fighting back. • i am very cheerful, upbeat and optimistic around my friends. and tend to annoy them by clinging to them and talking too much. • around my family i'm very reserved and sarcastic as well as cold and rude. • i'm manipulative at times. if i know how you're going to re-act to something i say. i will say it and manipulate the conversation to get what i want. this mostly happens with my mom and getting her to let me eat in my room or eat in her room and watch netflixs. i do not manipulate friends, its against .... idk my morals i guess? • i like pain. and pain in general might i add as well. i like to see people in pain, i think its enjoyable. though even though i do enjoy pain, i hate seeing people emotionally pained. it irks me to no end. i can be caring and kind toward my friends when they are emotionally pained, and tend to give good advice, but never take the advice myself. • i refuse to believe harry potter is over. i refuse to. it is not over, not yet B| • i get extremely clingy and annoying around my friends, i'm also very loud around them. i have a fear, slight or large i'm not sure of, of being forgotten or left behind. i don't like it. i like to be noticed, but not stared at. i hate, hate, hate having everyone's eyes on me. that is why i do not participate in school actives. • i am extremely emotional and tend to make emotional connections with my characters. i tend to cry when i see others crying, or get really happy when i see other people are happy and so on. |
theere <3 some random facts on scandalous herself! i swear any sad or un-happy facts here are not a ploy to get sympathyidk if i'll even get any though, which idc abouteverything is cold hard truth and fact! i swear <3